Earthquake

My colleagues said they felt the shake, when i prepared to write something on my land. Earthquake, this is the third time i experience it. We tried to kick the safe door, it show it's firm in a wrong time. The build started to wave, we even couldn't stand up. Panic, scare, I feel the world will collapse. But another feeling raise up, it let me more sorrowful than the earthquake. I know what i feel, I know what i think.
Stand out of the building, calm myself down, the feeling comes again. I even feel it's better to die in earthquake than to suffer from the sorrow.
I'm imaging my land where i share with my wife, child, where is a sun-kissed land with beach, sun and delight.

Time is comming

Sometimes i feel falling into a well. Run out of all ideas, even forget what learned before. I decide to set up a land where wrote down what i learned, where share my mind with others.